A Theology of Alzheimer Disease
February 24, 2013
As most of you know, in September, I was diagnosed with progressive cognitive impairment that's almost certainly Alzheimer disease. Living with Alzheimer's has helped me to internalize a lot of theology in these past five months, and I want to share some of that with you this morning. Actually, I can't attest to it really being theology, but Fred has assured me that when we talk about the deepest human issues, we're talking about theology.
As I've described to many of you, I've had symptoms for over two years but didn't recognize them as Alzheimer's until a visit to a neurologist in September. Since then there's been a slow but noticeable decline in my ability to remember and to think clearly. If you talk with me much and pay attention you'll notice my memory loss and my trouble finding the right words; I've made enough mistakes as treasurer in the past few months to ask Kate Lasso to take over the books within the next several weeks; and I've had a few episodes of confusion. Assuming it's Alzheimer's--and there's no reason to think it isn't--I can expect ongoing mental deterioration: Loss of reasoning ability, trouble with judgment, memory loss so extreme I won't recognize even Marja, and, eventually, inability to care for myself. About 75% of people with Alzheimer's ultimately require institutional care.