Your Strength Is Made Perfect in Weakness
July 11, 2021
Texts: Mark 6:1-13
2 Corinthians12:2-10
The lectionary scriptures this week, at least in the gospel and the epistle, are about embracing vulnerability, or in the Holy Spirit’s words to Paul, “Your strength is made perfect in weakness.” Jesus sends out the disciples with just the clothes on their backs and they come back rejoicing about the amazing outcome of casting out demons and healing sick people. Paul, after a stunning heavenly revelation, receives a thorn in the flesh and is given the paradoxical wisdom: be thankful for your weakness.
Gail and I have been keeping Nathan a bit this week while Matthias is away. We consider it a great privilege and a lot of fun. Tuesday, he just would not take a nap even though we took turns rocking him, Gail took him to a darkened room, we played, read books, sang, and did patty cake. He just squirmed and grinned at us and insisted on his own way. His behavior is just a perfect image of my resistance to rejoicing in weakness and finding strength in it.
I resist, I squirm, I get busy and distract myself. I have not yet fully accepted the fact that I am really, really old. I am just beginning to learn the developmental task of hallowing my diminishments, of finding strength in the increasing weakness of my body and even more, my mind.